Author Archives: Hans van der Gugten

From this meeting the text is available: Holland, Venwoude, May 29 morning, 2003.         < I am kind of tripping, but it is inward instead of outward. It is amazing. And I did some dozen of discoveries, … Continue reading →

(Subject of my first email to Isaac, send May 21, 2003, a week before the retreat in Venwoude). Dear Isaac, Some two years ago we had a chat in the park. At some point I said, as a conclusion, and … Continue reading →

From this meeting the text is available: Germany, Munich, September 16, 2002. > If you have anything to say from here, I would be delighted. < That’s quite a restriction. > How is it a restriction to speak from here? … Continue reading →

From this meeting the text is available: Germany, Chiemsee, September 11, 2002.     After more then three minutes just looking at each other, Isaaac asks a question. > Anything you want to sing about? < I’m going to make … Continue reading →

httpv://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kACDnm1Wi4s&feature=youtu.be September 2002. I remember that when this one happened I felt kind of suppressed by this hihihi here and now fetisjism. Later I have mentioned this to him. When I come across that episode, I’ll put a link to … Continue reading →

From this meeting the text is available: Germany, Chiemsee, September 6, 2002.     At some point I asked Isaac if I could ask something about what he just said to someone. < Isaac, can I ask something about this? … Continue reading →

From this meeting the text is available: Holland, Venwoude, June 6, 2002     Long silent eye contact, Isaac starts the talking. > The being nothing part you have pretty down. < Sorry? > The nothing part of knowing yourself … Continue reading →

httpv://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDOUX2Hl-iE Wow, that was 10 years ago. Still sitting legs crossed on the chair, way above the floor/ground. From this meeting the text is available: Germany, Chiemsee, September 10, 2001. > There is a way that you can use your … Continue reading →

From this meeting the text is available: Holland, Amsterdam, June 26, 1997. < Namaskar. > Namaskar. < I have a question about memory. Eh. The last few weeks, let’s say, the colour of my memory changes. And also the way … Continue reading →

From this meeting the text is available: Holland, Amsterdam, June 20, 1997.     < Namaskar, Isaac. > Namaskar. < Last night I was walking again at the backside of the room because of this post-operative backproblem, after an hour … Continue reading →