{"id":2305,"date":"2004-05-22T14:31:29","date_gmt":"2004-05-22T12:31:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hansvandergugten.nl\/?p=2305"},"modified":"2004-05-22T14:31:29","modified_gmt":"2004-05-22T12:31:29","slug":"i-know-you-are-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/vh2021fhynz-0.hosting-space.nl\/?p=2305","title":{"rendered":"I know you are love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>\u201cThe Being Present Retreat\u201d. This is how a participant spoke of the silent retreat 2004.<\/strong><br \/>\nAt a point this man was in the chair with Isaac Shapiro and read a love poem: I know you are love.<br \/>\nHe gave permission to put it on this website and he wishes it to be a anonymus poem.<\/p>\n<table style=\"font-size: 24px;font-style:normal\" width=\"645\" bordercolor=\"#D4D0C8\" border=\"0\" bgcolor=\"#EEFFFF\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td bordercolor=\"#D4D0C8\" bgcolor=\"#FFFFCC\">&nbsp;<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td bordercolor=\"#D4D0C8\" bgcolor=\"#FFFFCC\">\n<div style=\"font-size: 36px;\" align=\"center\">I know you are love <\/div>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td bordercolor=\"#D4D0C8\" bgcolor=\"#FFFFCC\">&nbsp;<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td bordercolor=\"#D4D0C8\" bgcolor=\"#FFFFCC\">\n<blockquote>\n<blockquote style=\"font-style:normal\">\n<p align=\"left\">\u2018For love to say no, it becomes an invitation&#8217; <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Isaac Shapiro <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><strong>Being Present Retreat <\/strong><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><strong>Venwoude 22\/05\/2004 <\/strong><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Even if you say no <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Even if you shout your no <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">In anger, rage or fury, <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">The expressions of your despair.<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Even if this love in your heart <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">does not come out again <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">For the rest of my life. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Even if it hurts so much <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">That our beautiful love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Is now hidden away, deep, <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Deep, deep \u2026. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Even if it hurts so much <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">To see your hurt and <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">To know that my wanting and confusion <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Have been responsible for it. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Even if your hurt is so deep <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">That you just cannot receive my sorry, <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">In terror of being hurt again in this <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Very core of your openness. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I will not say or pretend that <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">It does not matter that <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">You keep this love from me. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">It does. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">It is not easy to let go <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">That you should forgive me <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">As there was no intention <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">of hurting you so deeply. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">It is not easy to let go <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">if I carry it around <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">as shame or blame. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I will not do that. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I will forgive myself for my ignorance. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">It touches my heart if I just see <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">and feel your pure pain. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I will not use it. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I simply have no choice than to <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Live with the defences that you built. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Surrounded by a wounded heart <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">That has been hurt so deeply <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">That you have chosen never to <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Feel this pain again. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I will not ask you to forgive me.<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Not out of arrogance <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Not out of my own hurt <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Not out of fear of being rejected. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">No, I will not ask you to forgive me. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I will not ask you to take the risk <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Of being hurt again. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I do ask you to find the courage to <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Know yourself that you are love and that you too <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Have no choice than to live with this love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">and to express it. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are free <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know life will heal you <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">If you just can find the courage <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">To be with this pain <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">and to know you are love. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">There is no intention <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">To be in the way of love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know you are love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">And I know that I am consciousness <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Behind all that. <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">I know I am consciousness and love <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Perhaps this deep pain of the heart <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Is making us real <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">For love to say no <\/p>\n<p align=\"left\">Is an invitation to make love real. <\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/blockquote>\n<div align=\"left\"><\/div>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cThe Being Present Retreat\u201d. 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